2015 has found me moving around more often than I have in prior years, resulting in a couple of occasions where I had no house sitting coming up and a cancellation of a four week house sit for a repeat client. In both these situations, I surprised myself, taking this uncertainty in my stride with a sense of it will be okay. And it has been more than okay; something, someone or a new client has filled those gaps.
That gut feeling, if we let it work honestly, is really very accurate.
I do think I have learnt so much about myself and my strength over the last few years. I still have to pinch myself someday's to make sure this life I have worked hard to make comfortable, is actually real and that it really is my life.
But I still do ponder the question to myself some days, and ponder only, whether I have become too relaxed and don't have enough structure in my home life, as this is where we lay our roots and create our stability for other things in our lives?
Do we need to be labelled with a fixed address, homes and so many things? My answer for me is no, not at all.
Humans however do need that one fixed constant influence in their lives; a home, a partner, a pet to name only a few. My personal challenge on this journey is to find a fixed constant in my life but not let my attention to it rule me. Whatever that one constant is.
Do I have any idea what this constant for my life needs to be; No.
But I will tell you when I find it! xx