I am at the moment, after all the trauma, the uncertainty and the disbelief, now I am thinking, just living. And my goodness, how good is just living! I am in love with the simplicity, the people and the self belief.
You out there: yes you the one struggling or not happy, or just thinking "what the FUCK"......... all good! and if you don't believe me, message me and lets discuss - tania.m.rickard@gmail.com. I would love to hear your thoughts.
I can't believe the journey of healing, of struggling, of making wrong decisions (so sure I will make more) and of self doubt. My amazing life experience, terribly suicidal at times, and one that when that light at the end of the tunnel seemed behind me, almost tormenting me, I have slowly pulled myself forward.
And I am so still pulling myself forward, failing and learning. But from 2006 when my life was full of dismay and beatings to eight years later, I find myself in 2014: I reflect and go whoa what a journey... I did it, I failed at some points in that recovery but now in 2014, still learning I think, YES Tania go girl, are doing okay!
Its okay to fail, but if you fail for what ever reason, try not to lose faith in yourself because sometimes, its the strength you don't believe you have that actually pulls you through! x