I do however believe in the life we are living and earning the right daily to this same life, and also living the here and now, succeeding or failing I really aren't going to to judge (and normally I am a person who finds an opinion) because either way if you are honestly living you will learn so much from both.
Whether you find yourself in a success or fail mode the ownership of your choices is how you will deliver yourself through this chapter. We all are successes, in the up and downs of our lives, if we chose too be - we all know this, we have a choice to make it. But it is tough and anyone who thinks that they have got their life in total control is to be questioned I think because I have experienced that the smallest hump sometimes has one of the biggest impacts.
However not the point of this... I needed to be at the bridge, the Sydney Harbour Bridge. I have lived in Sydney now over 12 years but I can still describe my first Sydney Harbour Bridge moment and in all its dept and momentum, if you have the time.
So today I went and I ran from Crows Nest in my lunch hour to this bridge however today I stopped and smelled the roses. I rarely stop and smell anything, I am always on some adventure to be somewhere I probably don't need to really be so stopping today was, for me, very random.
Then when I got home for work tonight and I learnt that on the 19th of August in 1930 at 10 pm the two sides, the two arches of this same bridge connected and now still being that non spiritual one... know why I was drawn.
It is amazing this structure, when remembering the lives lost and torment of locals during it's historical construction, has become a symbol and pride of so many, without really ever knowing.
I love it and feel blessed to live in this town with this bridge: the Sydney Harbour Bridge!
My today tribute....