Now I know I have been through tough times, challenging times and diverse times that have made me unique and individual, but I am also realising that we all have, for different reasons and to varying degrees so have come to the conclusion that while yes Tania Marie is a little unique, every single person, male or female, have their own idiosyncrasies.
So now I am challenging myself to why it does not or has not happened for me and trying to restore my faith and not become a little more hardened and selfish by telling myself I can do it alone, and that I do not need a partner to complete me.
And this I believe is where my reoccurring circle of the single life continues to just recycle itself, around and around again.
How do I break away from this, these thoughts, these inner challenges: the ones telling myself to harden up, to be strong and to not appear weak, the challenges to myself that have given me the courage to carry on and get me through?
These I now believe are more of a challenge to my contentment than a relationship is and I do not have the experience in changing this way of thinking so on goes that revolving cycle.
What I know now is that while I am so very scared of being venerable in a relationship again, being this frightened is also limiting me.
My question to myself at this time is: how do I stop the limiting I do to myself?