Or as I type I think to myself, am I just not prepared to accept routine, the similar month to month, just always wanting the new.
I am not talking about challenges here, the ones bettering ourselves, learning or growing: what I am talking about is learning that I can do all this but with the routine of an every day life.
It is about seeing with new eyes, looking at each day with a new perspective, not about shifting, moving but about giving myself stability, and then inventing a new adventure.
So no I question my lack of ability to allow myself the luxury of that stability, why won't I give myself the opportunity to stop, stand still and look around me.......... with new eyes.