What it does not change, after a weekend filled with the dearest and so nearest to me, the ones whom I spent this time with don’t realise I could not survive without them, have made me also reflect on the shitty reality of hard and confronting lonely times of our lives. The hard, confronting lonely times that always have every loved one we will ever need present and right beside us but still nail us to the ground, ground that feels without stability to support.
These times, the ones that leave loved ones often at a loss, as their help is right there in front of us but our determination to do it on our own, to bring ourselves through and protect ourselves prevents us from accepting the gift.
But this weekend I have realised how blessed I am to have such strong friends and loved ones, amazed by their strength and determination and know that my life and their lives are so important to me and without them, their struggles and their friendship, I would never have got this far in life.
So, flipping the shitty coin of life to my advantage; thank you for these times, as I know we are a team, and a team that I cannot survive without.
I love you all and know, no matter your age, if you have been in my weekend, you are part of my family whom I would go to the ends of this earth, and any other earth, for.
So lets do these shitty times together; just as we have this weekend. x